I’m not here to save you.
I’m here to make you want to try to save yourself.
I can’t stand my job anymore. I’ve been trying so hard to be positive but I just can’t do it anymore. Planning on giving notice tonight or tomorrow. I’m tired of the unfair treatment and negative energy and people.
pros to dating me:
- i’ll actually respond to ur text
- u can literally kiss me whenever u want (esp random neck kisses like yes please)
- we can hold hands
- butt touches
- cuddles? ? ? yes good
- i’ll play with your hair
- u don’t have to worry about me liking other people bc i’m annoyed by almost everyone
If you want something. Get it. If you fail. Try harder. Life is too short to ignore your feelings. Life is too short to be dramatic. No more playing games, no more being stubborn. I’m going to love unconditionally and listen to what I truly feel. Act on my heart. I’m putting my happiness first. And if I fail or get rejected. Well at least I tried.
This I declare to myself.
If it’s 3am and you find yourself in a world of complete despair
Please do not turn to strangers on the internet for solace as I did
Please climb onto my bed
And I will hold you until the demons sleep
If it is Thursday morning and you are too sad to move
I won’t force you
I will buy ice cream and we will watch your favourite tv show and I will remind you of your importance
If you feel as if you have no purpose
I will remind you that you were created entirely with love and every pain you feel, I feel too
When you’re sure you can’t go on anymore
I will tell you that when I was 21 I searched for peace at the bottom of a vodka bottle chased by a bottle of pain killers
But that five years later
When you were placed in my arms in the delivery room
I realised that you were why I had been holding on
Without realising it, you saved me, do you know how amazing that is?
So if you ever feel like grabbing that vodka bottle, put it down, we will get in the car and I will drive until the sky turns magenta
I will show you how the sun rises every morning to encourage you to rise too
Sweetheart I refuse to be unaware of your sufferings
As my mother was to mine. Your mental health is my priority. (via be-fearless-brave-and-kind)
I’m so thankful I had a childhood before technology took over
this is an appreciation post for long chargers, thanks man
My fav thing about tumblr is the complete lack of country music it makes me feel like this is where I should be